Witch Baby

Community Journal.

2007-01-01T21:21:48Z

Alright so, obviously my last update here on LJ was in July, my updates from now on will most likely be PRIVATE.

I'm on IJ now, leave me a comment if you want my name over there.

I am however, on LJ FREQUENTLY, but for communities & a few old friends ONLY.

♥

morbidmego @ 2005-06-30T00:51:00

2005-06-30T06:58:03Z

Banner Credit:: blossoming at ELJAY!

change your ways while your young.

2005-06-29T02:11:13Z

mmm, im thinking about going friends only?
micah, nika, liv, i think your the people who read my journal most often. will it affect you in any way?
crystal, renell, i know you occasionally do.
anyone else? random stalkers? yeah, let me know. comment, please. i dont mind stalkers. let me know if i should keep it open or lock it. :) thanks guys.

EDIT:: ill keep this open for a few more days, time to confess. :)

morbidmego @ 2005-06-28T16:21:00

2005-06-28T22:22:45Z

"At first, I was somewhat hesitant to do the role. I mean, after all, Batman is an icon. But I remember, as clear as day, being at the grocery store the day the movie opened, and this little boy saw me. He couldn't have been more than five years old. He just walked right up to me and hugged me. He hugged me, and I was so moved by it that I hugged him back. Then he looked up at me and said "You're my hero." And in that moment, I knew that not only as an actor that I had done my job, but that I had made the right decision to play Batman. And I've never looked back on my the decision to play Batman since."- On his decision to play Batman

that makes me grin about as big as i can manage. i'd hug that batman too. :D

our house, in the middle of our street

2005-06-26T02:52:07Z

mm, requests, let me know.
thanks to liv for the idea. :D

take me to the place i love, take me far away

2005-06-24T07:35:22Z

redoing my background and stuff, so dont pay much attention to it as of late.

beh?

2005-06-22T07:05:08Z

and when they clean the street I'll be the only shit that's left behind

2005-06-22T04:11:43Z

im sore and i hurt. but i've never been so content. :D
today in drivers ed we sat around like usual. it was different though, i had fun. i like that boy, micah. a lot.
he gives me piggy back rides even though i kill him :)
i stole his ipod. :) it ran out of batteries :( i listened to lots of things and it made me happy :) when it died i put in elliott smith so i could get more micah music. :)
i made icons, which are below. im submitting them for this weeks mai hime icontest :)
somewhere in between that i fell asleep for like, three hours and now ill be up all night. thats ok :)
im going. :)

wont you follow me down to the rose parade?

2005-06-22T03:32:26Z

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last one just for fun~

someday you'll have a beautiful life

2005-06-21T18:04:42Z

i cried a lot the last two nights.
funny thing it is, crying.
sunday night because my body hurt.
monday night because my heart hurt.
sunday night i hurt cause crystal killed my eye, and micah jumped on my head. :) smiley face cause it was worth it.
monday night i cried cause everything blew up.
sunday night i got hit in the eye with a rock.
monday night i just plaing cried till i couldnt anymore.
my allergies puffed up both my eyes and when i woke up this morning i couldnt open either one.
and now that their open, i want to close them, curl into a ball and sleep for a few months. they hurt so bad.
so, today is tuesday and i will go about my day with my two black puffy eyes.
and, i can still smile about it, cause i love my friends and besides this, everythings going good. i cant figure it out.

always coming back

2005-06-19T02:43:09Z

and, there kind of big...sorry.

thursday afternoon shit:

i cleaned, it was crazy, right.

yep.

spaz stuff.

;D
tore down a ton of posters and put up a ticket wall. im missing some though.

put up my ai poster~

its cute.

;D
went to the mall, helped my mom pick out glasses, it was hilarious.
then she bought me some new pants, socks, two shirts, a new pair of sunglasses and a bag. it rules ;D <3 ill photograph it soon.

thursday night(?) went to ford canyon. funnnn.

and then, friday night, renell and crystal spent the night.
these are all from random moments this morning.

crystals hair ;D

nells new shoes.

cool picture.
my hair looked candy pink in the pics all day.

shes talkin’.

and lookin’.

and talkin’.

and movin’.

and makin’ a run for her house.

crystals head.

;)

the pink head.

hah. ;)
there you go, micaaaahhh.

the wasteland in the heart of you and me

2005-06-19T01:54:16Z

i found this on someones journal, who apparently lives in Hawaii(or is from there).
anyway, i found this hilarious cause i remember almost everything. im putting it under a cut, because no one else will care about it.

You can understand and speak PIDGIN english. (Hahah, I used to.)

You automatically take off your shoes in people's homes. (I remember there were a few homes you had too or they'd get really mad, lol.)

It's "shave ice" not"snow cones". (When I first moved to the mainland, I was like what the hell is a snow cone?!)

When you know NEVER to turn your back facing the ocean. (;D)

You know what the "stink eye" is; and how to give it. (Hahahah, I haven't heard that in years.)

You can correctly pronouce kalanianaole, kalakaua and aiea (Mhmmmm.)

Your jokes are about Portugese not Polish. (I don't get this one.)

You think 70 degrees is freezing cold (My mom and I used to think that was freezing. When it would be winter in Hawaii we'd be running around in fleece and under a million blankets. I miss those days.)

You call it "saimin" not "Top Ramen" (Haha, I used to.)

You know pineapples don't grow in trees. (I thought everyone knew that...)

You call everyone older than you "Aunty" or "Uncle" even though they aren't related to you (I didn't, but everyone else did.)

Your only suit is a bathing suit. (Haha.)

The idea of taking something from a heiau is unthinkable. (I don't remember this either ;x )

Nobody is sure exactly where "north" is. (Lol.)

come on try a little

2005-06-16T20:51:25Z

why hello.
im in the library at school. we are researching dui/dwi. its super fun, dude!
*bows down to MP3 player* if i didnt have it with me, i would dieeee.
i wonder why i like to update on these laptops but not on my own computer. the key boards are pretty fancy, i guess. yeah uh. i think i might take my drivers ed test thingymajig. i have to get a 70% or over or i have to wait 2 months to try passing the test again. pray for me. last day of drivers ed for this week and the weekend thank god.
i love how everyone looks in here, its great. we all have a little lap top in front of our noses and look like little nerds. drivers ed isnt bad, i guess. boring, most of the time.
i like my outfit and stuff todaaaay. i look like a little rave child with my braclets, shirt, shoes and hair. brightness<3
anyway, i feel like im about to fall asleep. my mom has been waking me up at like, 9. its horrrrrrible. and then i stay up till like, 3 playing FLYFF. i know its not that bad, and like, all my friends(aka micah) hafta get up really early and their fine, but i cant do it. sleep is wonderful.
today i woke up to my front door slamming into the wall because the wind blew it open...i had no idea what it was so i had to drag myself out of bed and shut the damn door. after that i couldnt find any of my family because they had left me alll alone. anyway, after that i heard knocking on my door and thought it was my mom so i went to the door in my grinch boxers and wonder woman shirt. it was some creppy dude, ugh. *stabs*
my legs hurt. roarrrr.
im gonna go check my email, see if i got accepted for my RPG. wheeee.
peace out.

hello, i love you, wont you tell me your name?

2005-06-14T03:14:27Z

i dont have to make up the two drivers ed days i missed. squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ;D

shes walking down the street
blind to every eye she meets
do you think you'll be the guy
to make the queen of the angels sigh?
she holds her head so high
like a statue in the sky
her arms are wicked, and her legs are long
when she moves my brain screams out this song

depression and hyperness makes me crazy ;x

nothing is forever.

2005-06-12T06:28:28Z

i felt dead all day.
i drew some shit, watched some anime and made some icons.
i like my icons. should post em all up here sometime.
currently im listening to music and wishing micah would get online so i could have someone to talk too.
im still having computer trouble. my brother and i started playing Restricted Area today and my computer froze like 3 times and i got frustrated and left. they screwed that game up bad, but the girl i play has pink hair, so now complaints, man.
i feel...weird. i dunno. different or something.
i have the worst allergies ever. i feel like my face is going to fall off all together. i can barely breathe and its hurting my ears and throat. my eyes feel all dry but watery. its annoying as hell.
my neighbor started watering his driveway today, it was hilarious.
whatever. ill make icons and listen to elliott and think of micah.

i have a no regret life.

2005-06-11T22:15:00Z

my ears fucking huuuuurt.
gay allergies.

i want one bourbon, one scotch, and one beer.

2005-06-11T20:28:06Z

Yeah, ok here we goooo!
Last night I went to the George Thorogood concert. Renell’s dad took Renell, Danika, Patrick, Ethan, Stephan and I. We stopped in Grants and got a Subway, and I was partially dead and drugged so I held onto Nell with my life. They liked my hair. But everyone likes my hair so it wasn’t a big deal. We got some gummies, chips and cookies, our subways and got back in the car. It was at the Route 66 Casino and I got excited because I’ve never been to a casino and it was sweeeeeeeet. I bought a shirt and I’ll take pictures of it eventually. Its cool. ;D Anyway, we waited and stuff. And went to the bathroom. Everything was all automatic and really cool. I like how the soap dispenser have you the perfect amount of soap. We went back out and George and the Destroyers came out. They roocccccccked. It was great. There was a ton of old people and the security kept yelling at us to sit down if the people behind us were sitting down. Bleh. They played for a while, it was great. I loved it. They had really cool lights at that concert and we had second row seats so it was even cooler ;D
After the concert my legs felt like jello and everyone slowly made their way out from the concert. There was this HUGE air thingymajig and it blew us away. Lol, it was so cool, we were all standing in front of it and our hair was blowing away. Pat and Ethan wanted drinks and they bought sodas for like, $1.90. It was crazy, but they got to keep the cup. Pat got mad though cause when we were standing in front of the air thing, his cup blew out of his hand and broke. It was great.
We went around to the tour buses and got everyones signatures except George, that whore. He stepped out of his little tour bus for about 5 seconds, waved and went back in. ;P on him. Anyway, the other guys were REALLY cool. I first got the sax players signature and he liked my hair too. Ethan and him talked for a long time. It was neat. Then I went and asked the guitarist. He was funny. He was all low key and his hair was messed up and he said he liked my hair and I was like “Oh oh, right back atcha!” The bassist was the absolute best though. He was like, the most out of it guy I have ever seen. The whole concert he just like, stood there making faces and never moved. It was hilarious. He liked my hair too. Pink hair in wonderful. A few minutes later the drummer came out and he was like really sweet and kind. Yes, he liked my hair too, because I rock so hard. ;D Anyway, he reminded me of my dad, his mustache and looks and all. I remember my dad a little, its nice, sometimes.
The drive home was fun although everyone was really dead. Ethan is like, the coolest guy ever. And I’ve always like Stephan, and Pat’s really cool too when he stops talking about politics and shit. Theres a certain few kids I would like, die for. Nika and Nell were awesome too, it was fun dancing around with all of them at the concert. I even bonded with Renell’s dad and dropped all my gummie worms on him at one point. Lol. Pat put his gummies into his Sierra Mist and I wanted to try some, but he accidentally gave me Stephan’s water. And I waned to be polite and all so I was like “Yum, that’s good!” and then he drank some and was like “Meg, that was water.” Haha, but his Sierra Mist and gummies were good. ;D
I had a blast. Everyone was dead tired but we had a lot of fun and bonded. I got home and got Micahs messages like, 5 minutes after he got offline. That sucked, but its ok. <3
I woke up this morning and felt like crap so I skipped Drivers Ed. Oh well, I’ll make ‘em up in July no prob.
I went outside and played Tennis again with my brother and my legs really really feel like jello now. ;) I’m hungry, see you. ;D
P.S. Ill take some pictures of my ticket too ;D

me and cinderella, we put it all together, we can drive it home with one headlight

2005-06-09T16:55:56Z

Woaaah, update? Alright. Summer is fantastic. It’s wonderful outside as well. My past like, four, days have been good.
Monday morning, I cleaned. And then around one we picked up Nika and went to Driver’s Ed. It was postponed and stuff, so we took Micah and Nika to Cracker Barrel and ate and it was good. ;D Then we came home and played video games. After Nika left, my mom, Micah and I went walking on the trails by the college. We got really bored so my momma took us to Dairy Queen and we got ice cream, and I was still bored so we sat in the parking lot of Wal-mart and ate. Then we went in and saw Renell and Nika so we talked to them for a while. It was cool. Then we departed and went to the mall but it was closed and the stupid lady from Wal-mart lied. Oh well.
Tuesday I can’t remember anything that happened, because all I did was clean.. ;x
Yesterday was cool. Renell, Stephen and I went to Micahs house to watch The Royal Tenenbaums. It was cool ;D Gwyneth Paltrow is wicked cool.
And today is the official first day of Drivers Ed, and I’d rather hang out with my friends. But I am excited, I guess. I drove a lot over the past few days and my moms always like “Eeee, you can drive me around soon!” I like driving.
Last night I made a desktop for Micah of Elliott Smith, which I’m semi-proud of, although I messed up in several places that no one else really notices but me. I sent a bunch of pictures of Jakob to Renell, because I don’t know what to do with them yet.
I listened to One Headlight for like, two hours last night. ;D
Eh, I’m off. I’ll update later or something. ;P

i got my first real six string, bought it at the five 'n dime, played it till my fingers bled.

2005-06-05T02:55:15Z

oh yeah, happy summer! <3

i want you to want me, i need you to need me.

2005-06-05T02:44:30Z

My computer keeps spazzing out, and I think I might have to take a hiatus and reinstall as much as I don’t want too. I don’t know yet, but I’ll let you know.

I sewed..Cause these guys came over and like, were planning a new window for me cause mine doesn’t open. At all. So I locked myself in my room and sewed/put together Sakura’s new outfit from the manga, say chap. 260 or so?

The picture on the right is the newest picture of Sakura from Shonen Jump, that was just released yesterday(?). We finally get to see what color her outfit really is. The picture on the left is from someone’s LJ(my apologies, I forgot her screen name ;x). She did not know the colors so she made up her own.
I do not have the materials to make an exact replication of either one, so I decided that I’d mix them together and go with my own. It is not however complete as I have no skirt to go over her shorts ;x Heh.

My butt looks huge. Hahah.

Er..It was bright? And I’m half insane? Sure.

Uh, meet me weed.
I got those boots when I was in my Matrix phase and never liked them. I pulled em out of my closet the other day and I fell in love with them. They’re huge and they make me at least 5’8. ;D

Stupid Naruto stuff me and my brother did the other day~

Rock Lee ;D

Sakura-chan.

I think I had more in my entry last time, but oh well.

cause im too lazy to type? ;P

2005-06-04T07:17:47Z

sobs

2005-06-02T04:14:04Z

because you know i have to post anime shizz every once and a while.

i'd kill to have that. ;x

got to feel less broke more fixed

2005-06-01T04:23:51Z

How's it feel she's coming up roses
How's it feel she's coming up sweet
How's it feel when it's all in spite of you
How's it feel when she's out of your reach?

blood is like wine

2005-05-30T20:10:33Z

Natalie Portman shaved her head? woah.

last night i was just about bored out of my mind so i took some pictures, talked on the phone and listened to bush.

warm sun feed me up
i'm leery loaded up
loathing for a change
and i slip some
boil away

Kryolan silver eyeshadow from Shrinkle. on lips. covered with lip gloss.

more.

swallowed followed
heavy about everything
but my love
swallowed sorrowed
i'm with everyone and yet not

i'm with everyone and yet not

i'm with everyone and yet not

pink eyeshadow on lips. lip gloss over.

i find eyeshadow on lips to be awesome. try it.

just wanna be myself
hey you said that you would love to try
some

i found this red net stuff outside. the bottom right, like near my arm, it looks like a magazine scan. sweet.

hey you said that you would love to die
some

in the middle of a world on a fishhook
you're the wave

you're the wave

you're the wave

uh, blowfish?

fake eyelashes with liquid eyeliner on lips. it gives em a good full look, eh?
~
swallowed borrowed
heavy about everything
but my love

swallowed hollowed
sharp about everyone
but yourself

swallowed oh no
i'm with everyone and yet not
i'm with everyone and you're not
i'm with everyone and yet not

piss on self-esteem

forward busted knee
sick head
blackened lungs

hi, my names meg and i have the biggest nose in all the land. ;D

and i'm a simple selfish son
swallowed followed
oh no i'm with everyone and yet not
got to get away from here
got to get away from here

i miss the one that i love a lot
i miss the one that i love a lot

swallowed~bush. not the president.
over and out.

hold on to me

2005-05-28T01:21:09Z

Hey this life is never fair
The angels that you need are never there
Oh, but sometimes he comes to me
In the dead of winter, dead of night
He's all that I can see
Hold on to me

We all get our glory
Our little bit of fame
But there's no truth at the heart of any of it
Just the brilliance and the passion
And the bitterness remains
He brings me down
Oh, down into the ground
I never will get out

Hush, your highness
Don't you breathe
No, baby, hold me in your arms
I'm shivering
But what's all this for?
If I was the battle
Baby, you have won the war

I'll protect you from the night
It will never fall
I'll protect you from the truth
Won't hear it at all
I am the centre of the unverise
Yeah, I am the truth
And all the pain that you feel
Yeah, I felt it for you
I am the centre of the universe
I am the centre of the universe

And you're in the whirlpool
And they try to suck you in
Remember, you aren't gonna die
Until you are out of life
And when you think you're drowning
Baby, I could always swim

Oh, how he brings me down
Long down into the ground
No, I never will get out
I never will get out

Hush, your highness
Don't you leave
No, baby, hold me in your arms
I'm shivering, yeah
But what's all that for?
If I was the battle
Baby, you
And if I was the battle
Baby, you
If I was the battle
Baby, you have won the war